This one is going to get a little personal, and it is hard for me to admit this, but I have always been scared of being alone. I am the type of person who has always liked being in a relationship and having someone to share my secrets and desires with. But that obviously hasn’t worked out for me yet lol
Everything is always great in the beginning of relationships, you see the fireworks and feel the butterflies. However, they never seem to last… for me at least. Something always seems to be discovered that ends up being a deal breaker or the feeling just simply fades away. I am to the point where I am questioning if I even know what real “love” is. I have been involved in a few different relationships where I thought the guy was the “one” and then it just ended in heart break. So how do you really know someone is the “one”?
I am so ready to find the answer to that question, but I honestly don’t even know where to begin. Everyone always says you will just know when you find the right person, but I honestly haven’t found that to be true. I think I worry and question things too much maybe? I know you can’t rush falling in love and the timing has to be right. But maybe I need to just go with the flow and trust my heart… which is obviously easier said than done.
Luckily, I do have one true love who fills these voids I long for from a relationship and partner… My Mason. I know he will always love me unconditionally and I can do no wrong in his big brown eyes. One day I can only hope I will find a partner who looks at me the same way as Mason does.
Dog Mom Hack #6: Never stop searching for the kind of pure love you receive from your pup… I promise it does exist ♥